You'll be my AMERICAN BOY.

Take me on a trip,i'd really want to go someday

Take me to New York, I'd like to see LA

I really want to come kick it with you

You'll be my AMERICAN BOY.

Clueless is indeed a Virtue.

TODAY I WENT TO THE FISH MARKET IN WHICH IT STARTED TO RAIN. I GOT WET and SMELLED FISHY :) (i took a shower after that :) )

French is tomorrow. Am i not worried. AT ALL. erm thats a bad sign. really. Help me. And i have to study chem and physics. It's getting on my nerves. bahh. CANT WAIT FOR THIS THURSDAY :) i wont have to study! lalalalalalalalalalal. when then after 2 days, im going to get my bum up and study AGAIN. 

P.S 11 papers for me too goo. weee. -_-

oh and just to let you know,someone was a little erm how should i describe it er. 'apoplectic'.

But its okay,HARD WORK PAYS OFF RIGHT? 

MY DAILY ROUTINE I MIGHT ADD.

hee.i ought to be studying right now. But i deserve a break,i think. Well here's how i started of my day:

• woke up at 7-ish
• had a warm bubble bath in momies bathtub
• find my toothpaste ( ran out of it )
• threw on a pair of slacks and a dark blue polo
• grabbed all my history books ( practically my life)
• hovered down-stairs
• switched on me baby-mac
• Face-booked & received my dosage of daily celebrity scoop's for a tad bittt ++
• Consumed a piece of toast with jam & buu-er
• Sat down & open me books
• Read for like approximately  10 minutes
• Approached my fridge 0_O and stuffed my face with raisins and had a cup of milo
• Resumed Studying
• Till Present.

AIM FOR THE DAY!!!! 

1. MUST FINISH HISTORY IN BY 1.30
2. MUST FINISH BUSINESS BY 4
3. MUST COMPLETE PHYSICS PAST-YEAR BY 4.30
4. GO FOR MATH/PHYSICS TUTION
5. COME HOME. 
6. STUDY ISLAMIYAT
7. PRAY : )

Cheers puppsies  :) 

p.s holy cow/// i cant seem to upload a video on my blog! HELP!!!! ahem ---> dessy. 

SELF-EXPLANATORY.

LOOSEY GOOSEY.

  I miss being care-free.

im sorry,really not in the mood to express much. emo as they would call it :)

STRESS was a melodic rock band formed in San Diego in 1983.

I AM STRESSED.

• a physiological or psychological response to stressor beyond what is needed to accomplish a task.
• physical, mental and emotional strain or tension.
• The overload that is placed on a muscle fiber or organism.

A tad bit melancholy.

The days are drawing closer and yet it feels like light years.

Im all alone,under my covers listening to say what you want-texas. It's quiet. Not surprisingly im on adilla's bed. This means something is missing. My siblings. Kaknis and Adik had just left from London approximately 3 hours ago and im slouching on her bed drowning in my own miseries. A collection of them as a matter of fact:

1. Kaknis (noobette) , Adilla ( poopie che) and Abang Hafiz (Bafez).I already miss them terribly and its only been 4 hours since they left. I feel slightly homesick despite being in my own home. It is a miserable feeling and it feels as though i have landed on one of the Bold and Beautiful episodes. My room is suddenly neat and tidy, which is VERY unusual. It feels empty and solitary. I can hardly smell their pleasant scent. They are my 'nirvana'. They make me happy and euphoric! Unfortunately that feeling will no longer exist for the next 2 months or so. Im not going to see kaknis and bafez until after my IGCSE's which are EVIDENTLY around the corner. I am going to miss those nights at Alexis bingeing on assorted cakes and our weekly visits to Kampachi for lunch at 5pm :( But there's always a next time.
2. IGCSE's. This syllable is the most domineering and frustrating alphabets that currently exist in my vocabulary. I do really have to start working. However, i do need inspiration. I need a bright light shining somewhere from over my head to motivate me to achieve to the best of my potential. In exactly a month, there will be no more leisure time for blogging or facebook-ing. It is going to be all about work,study and tension. It is as a matter of fact a series of toils,efforts and accomplishments. I aspire to do well,insya'allah and god-willing. From there only then will my journey as a young lady begin. Straight A's. Oh how everyone would love that but at the end of the day will it transform me into a more matured young adult? What does it mean? Will i learn to live in the real world or would it be a parrot talking nonsense? Will it provide me the assurance that i would get accepted to a renowned prep school or an ivy league college?  These answers are yet to be answered in the near future but not by my straight A's but how i am willing to achieve that greatness.
3. MOMMY. Just recently i verbally fought with my mum. It may seem like a weekly chore. But it has become a serious and temperamental issue. Not to elaborate on the events leading up to it. But i just WISH i could reconcile with my mum for once and for all. I don't want her to give on me. I wont let her down. She's my rock, the one who's pleasant smile warms my heart. I cant explain it. She is after all my mother and so there are no words that can describe my definite love for her. It has been 5 days since we fought and nor have we conversed with each other. I HATE not being able to share with her my happiness and sorrows of my week. And i admit i adore and terribly miss our silly arguments. After all like mother like daughter right? "I am here for you mama, no matter what and i have realized my selfish mistakes. And although it is too late to say sorry, it is never too late to try again"

4.22 am

9th April 2008

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