Three Summer's Ago.

I woke up at 5 am in the morning and ate roti-canai for my sahur. YUM. I could hardly stay awake while eating,my eyes were half open and i almost stumbled down my stairs. T. T I still ate, even though i cant fast :( . But it's going to be my last Sahur until next year! It's the Eve Of Raya and im getting really excited. After which i slept till like 9am! Then i went to do henna on both my hands to celebrate the festive season! But,knowing me i got it all smudged after just five minutes. GREAT. Then me and adilla went to get our hair done :) My hair is all 'curly-wurly' now ;)



Then we went to the airport to fetch my mama!! YAY! She just got back from Russia! woohoo.
She was away for about 8 days i think. It felt extremely long,i think it was because we were fasting so it just made things worse. My DAD on the other hand isn't even going to be here with us during Raya. huh? Raya without abah? That's no fun. Not at all. :( Im just so bummed right now. I just got off the phone with him and he told me that he would only be back on Sunday,second day of Raya. That's okay i guess,but im so sad that he's not going to be here. But he's the head of the family and it's just not right for him to me missing out on this special ocassion.So im just really groggy and moody now because of that. "But better late than never right?"
I guess so. This is just one of the few things my family has to sacrifice for my dad'a job.

I just realised something.
I haven't celebrated Hari Raya with my whole family in Five Years.
First my sister left,then my brother and now my abah isn't here.
And next year it's my turn.
When will we all be a complete family again?
I really miss that. It's a sad fact,but it's my life.
It's just going to be me,adilla and my mummy.

The last we were all together as a family.
Three Summer's ago.